1:43 AM
Friday, January 24, 2014
week 1-3 of school,
thank you stephy for the pretty cap frm guangzhou!
& heather for the many bags of fritos' and scented lotion from the states,
gifts like this are greatly appreciated!
4:29 AM
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
The room is silent, but my mind is not, its so silent that its not, i love my parents, they take real good care of me everyday, even my dad did my thesis survey via facebook when i didnt intend to ask him, that rly touches me, if theres one thing i changed over the past few months, it would be that i dont seek for attention anymore, and everyday and everyweek is simple and not complicated. I find joy in staying at home, i get excited when my friends ask me out because they dont have to, but they did, everything is clearer simpler brighter. Sometimes i ask myself if gg thru this was any good at all,that selfishness i had, i guess being w my family made this transition smoother than i thought it would be. But it drives me so so crazy to know that the lifeline that was so strong just breaks so effortlessly, this implies to everyone i had deep connections with., nvr will get it, and nvr want to get it. Im happy to be w my parents im happy to be w them what hurts me most is that ultimately they wont be here forever and that kills me, i dont think i would ever ever br prepared for that day to come. Tears why u rolling down now, did my mind just cue u to make an entrance, or were u late in your appearance?
1:54 PM
Monday, January 20, 2014
this thesis writing will be the death of me,
it gives me nausea, the thought of it depresses me
but i know its inevitable, i guess what makes it harder
now are the primary research we have to conduct ourselves.
i m thankful for all the help given for my countless surveys
1 Facebook post gives me 31 responses, you guys are angels!
this is a pressurizing semester,
can't wait for june! london helsinki paris bound
9:32 PM
Sunday, January 05, 2014
snippets from 3rd dec - 3rd jan 2014
:D